my guest blogger?
and me?

guest blogger - i think busy getting drunk and collecting ang paus
and me
i tell you now in a second if you care to listen to like 2.5 months worth of crap.

first of
happy new year
and then
since i am like almost 48 hrs late ar
happy chinese new year ler x)

but i am a bit sore lo cos i am red packet deprived.
sigh.
can’t even ask my friends who are married with kidssss summore
cos they also a bit broke aye or maybe they just clever at avoiding.
T_T

but its ok ler
so
uni was on a halt since my last paper in november
i passed and failed
so nothing to shout about
still no As so yea. but i didn’t work hard enough to get it
but that year was a bit too much for me emotionally
cos i couldn’t cope with being wayyyyyyyyy to many ppl’s pillar of support
and the death of my grandfather
and the super changes i experienced in myself - which is quite dramatic - even for my standards
and of course
i got a new job
and started life in the near year on a whole new different outlook.

i love my job
currently a barista in training
its good money la cos being barista, gotta be waitress also.
but this is a good experience in the sense i learn something about hospitality and i’m fucking grateful
i am learning it here and not back in asia cos i sure kena marah edi by fucking angers customers who
think people who have to be waitress and respectable jobs like that are 3rd rate citizens and seriously
I FUCKING SWEAR
there is no money to make as a barista in malaysia
so no point, right?
cos the coffee people want to drink is either at starfucks or at tea leaf and coffee bean
and robert harris [hey i used to work for them so i got nothing to say]
but i just saying ler
you want proper machine coffee, well in malaysia
too blardddyyy hot to drink flat whites and mocha lattes
so you go to the coffeeshop/kopitiam/mamak and order stuff that would give my mentor a heart attack -
kopi ping, kopi-O, kopi nga dunno wat, and kopi-i-dun-fucking-remember

but its bloody cool and only way i ever gonna work in this industry in malaysia is i open the bloody cafe myself
i got to have a glimpse of how to run a decent cafe should be- so that’s good.

still
i’m trying to hone my cullinery skills
cos i like cooking but i just can’t be fucked and its not hard la
eat once or twice
[simple european food la]
and then can sudah agak agak how to cook

but i still fucking love eating in new zealand
the salmon and other fish they use to make the nigiris and sushis and sashimis…
ARE SO FUCKING FRESH i remember goin to that place in midvalley and havin to eat their raw fish..
i’m like..i am fucking sure IT DOESN’T TASTE LIKE THAT
but what you expect..frozen stuff imported into the country and of course
i got the fucking priviledge to bitch bout how authentic is korean and japanese food in new zealand is compared to malaysia
the thing is
THERE IS NO FUCKING AUTHENTIC MALAYSIAN FOOD HERe
its a fucking rip off ok?
i am so not fucking paying $14 to eat nasi lemak and roti canai
you can fucking kiss my arse but since i moved here, the only time i have to eat malaysian food outside
is because
1) if i dun eat, i will die of hunger and really tak kasi muka to my parents
2) cos meeting up with malaysian people and all they wanna eat is the hawker food malaysian food
[sorry ler i only turn up to the UMSA dinners cos its the real cooks that cooks those food and i would fucking pay $20 to eat that REAL MALAYSIAN FOOD] but that isn’t hte point

the best thing i like eating in new zealand is
HK FOOD
lol..yea those hk cafe food….ppl in hk eat during rush hour
rofl
yup that.

and having to eat fresh salad without paying an arm and leg for it
and drinking fresh milk and ok….i kid you not - delicious and affordable soy products
and fucking all kinds of instant noodles from taiwan to korea to china to hk - like u see in the movies WITH NO MALAYSIAN TOUCH~ dam fucking nice man…abalone instant noodles…[ok i actually buy the abalone can and put it in my thai tomyum instant noodles…]

enough of food.
nothing here would ever beat the mamaks and the market food i always eat at home for breakfast
so yea
i guess no amount of money in the world can buy me that kind of happiness
cos i go back to malaysia to eat those stuff
i suffer from bad food poisoning or bad allergy cos dusty and constant nose bleed cos of the fucking humidity for like
maybe 3 days in a row
or live here n suffer 9 months of coldness and 3 months of fucking hell in the summer just to make sure when i graduate ar, i earn more than i would with fair chances and many opportunities

ok
other than bitching bout food and job,
i look like a girl now aye..
like seriously
no more tomboy hair cuts
fucking got bangs man…
hair is curly and layered like those asian chicks
muahahaha
skin complexion is slowly improving
ummm dressing a bit more like a girl…
w000ttttt and wearing heels and i got me a proper carry bag - not a handbag cos its like bigger than that

and uni is starting next week and i won’t be updating for quite sum time cos i have been updating at my msn space blog cos
nobody seems to know its alive yet its right under their fucking nose
good aye?
when sum1 actually finds out bout it, i will just leave it dormant and find a new place x )

till then
good night and pleasant dreams

man
its sooo spring but it already feels like summer
and my eyes are hurting from the sun
and i can feel the heat
and sometimes standing in teh sun, my skin is like burning
SUN LOTION TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee ahh diu

aiyo…
still got so many things to buy to pass to my friend to bring back for my mates in msia
aiyooooowhy i not going back
*sniff*
wat to do
no money
and need money
and need to work
T_T

you guys who are going back
have fun and bring me back stuff ok ma?
rofl

ok..how’s that for not being to quiet?
and btw my dear guest blogger
how’sa bout you actually write something too?
cos i;ve got not much to say -_-”

(more…)

ok..this is the crappy version of me translating the spanish post bout bryanboy.

i don’t know if it made sense but eh..don’t stone me k cos i just only finished 2nd yr spanish and i think
i might fail and have to do summer school..so yea..that means i’m still lvl 1 student T_T”

Gay Bloggies 2006 : The best blogs gays/gay blogs (i’m a bit confused bout this…o.0 soz!!)

These days we offer different interviews with the spanish candidates aspiring to some of the
distinct categories of the BOB’s prize to the best european blogs. But it is not the only unique
international blogs that one is disolved/discontinued these days.

Still one/the has/have not opened the votes in order to vote the best gay blogs in the internet.
Numerous categories (best smile, best exhibitionist, best body, best diva…) that ends in a
grand prize; the gay blog of the year that they opted/chose the following:

towleroad
casual in istanbul
fleshbot
oh la la paris
bryan boy

The theme/thematic and their global character shows the diversities of these world in which we live.
The recent controversy is enough - like the example in which that has been surrounding one of these candidates,
Bryanboy: Le Superstar Fabuleux, he wrote from the Phillipines. A sample of the ideological density of this blog could be a recent entry in which he congratulates because the heiress of the versace empire (the young allegra [versace]) had abandoned her aneroxic aspect and gained some weight.

Well then, a frivolious and self assured blog like this opens/brings the wraths of the catholics of their country
that published these photos(above) in which that one would see a boy posing like bryanboy in front of the image
of christ below the title “Jesus/Christ is our colleague.” “Bryanboy” is - to pose with a bag and in a posture “with much faggotry” for us to understand.

If they pay attention well (to the picture), Christ also was “forced” to pose with a bag. The pictures from his blog is to be like
bryanboy, but this case motivated online petitions against it, that they called to indicate him as antichrist.Because they are many that which they consider that has things with which one can’t frivolise, even tho it is a gay blog.

Source: Blogs informativos telecinco

sorry bout the shit translation in advance
and if you find mistakes (which i am sure you will!!!)
please tellme by leaving a comment so i can fix it!

muchas gracias

You’ve been fined!!!!! Total up your offences and see what you owe.

Smoked pot — $10
Did acid — $5
Ever had sex at church — $25
Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you — $40
Had sex with someone on MySpace — $25

Had sex for money — $100
Ever had sex with the a Puerto Rican — $20
Vandalized something — $20

Had sex on your parents’ bed — $10
Beat up someone — $20

Been jumped — $10
Crossed dressed — $10

Given money to stripper — $25
Been in love with a stripper — $20
Kissed some one who’s name you didn’t know — $0.10
Hit on some one of the same sex while at work — $15
Ever drive drunk — $20
Ever got drunk at work, or went to work while still drunk — $50

Used toys while having sex — $30
Got drunk, passed out and don’t remember the night before — $20

Went skinny dipping — $5

Had sex in a pool — $20
Kissed someone of the same sex — $10

Had sex with someone of the same sex — $20
Cheated on your significant other — $10
Masturbated — $10

Cheated on your significant other with their relative or close friend — $20
Done oral — $5

Got oral — $5

Done / got oral in a car while it was moving — $25

Stole something — $10

Had sex with someone in jail — $25
Made a nasty home video — $15

Had a threesome — $50
Had sex in the wild — $20
Been in the same room while someone was having sex — $25

Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars — $20
Had sex with someone 10 years older — $20
Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27 — $25
Been in love with two people or more at the same time — $50
Said you love someone but didn’t mean it — $25

Went streaking — $5

Went streaking in broad daylight — $15
Been arrested — $5
Spent time in jail — $15
Peed in the pool — $5

Played spin the bottle — $5

Done something you regret — $20

Had sex with your best friend — $20
Had sex with someone you work with at work — $25

Had anal sex — $80
Lied to your mate — $5

Lied to your mate about the sex being good — $25

Tally it up and Title it…”My Fine Is…”

hey
if you guys wanna leave comments,
i’d suggest you leave it in the tagboard cos

1) too many spam..there was like 36500 spam waiting for moderation -__-”
2) me n b0nes are like random so yea..post varies…

well
soon there is going to be an aditional guest blogger - sumbody who will actually blog
but i need to test water first cos
he/she might not be your cup of tea and i don’t want RB to get into trouble

so check this space in the near future.
till then

good luck and good night ;p

<3,
pfft

10 life’s simple pleasure
eh soz this is like OD..
i’m like super…MIA…
sorry sorry
for that
i do double the amount and tag that b0nes to do it too hahaha

sorry buddy

1. watching movies that are listed in required class without having to analyse it or think anything. i really love those foreign movies.
2. speeding initial D style - of course random drags are awesome cos the sound that is emitted from the exhaust is awesome.
3. playing a good game - usually i’m game for most game - from boring to extreme as long as there are enthusiastic ppl.
4. cooking - those cheese and tomate based italian dishes fused with hk style = too good!!!
5. lurking at blogs and the SA forums- i actually get a kick reading other ppl’s lives and not having to comment.
6. drinking wine or spirits gets me going and forget many things esp with right company.
7. sleeping and having no dreams
8. affordable retail theraphy with extraordinary items!
9. sleeping under the tree in a park with no sheeps n horse and chooks.
10. sitting at the beach on a fine day smoking and appreciating everything around you and looking at the calmed sea at mission bay.

punishment set
11. listening to music in the dead of night just to drown the deafening silence
12. talking to nobody even tho msn is on just waiting to fall asleep
13. using the com in the dark - the only light u see is the monitor screen
14. playing dofus
15. talking to the ppl i talk too at certain times at the night - i like bones checking on me if i’m sleeping - “hey you awake?” (when i wake up in the morning ;p )
16. eating dark chocolate and drinking coffee like water.
17. japanese and korean food - like real stuff from the movies.
18. sitting in high street’s park/lorne street; eating subway and drinking coffee and a diet coke and eating an apple and watch the clouds go by
19. remeniscing of the distant past
20. writting nonsense on spaces i can find. it means something to me and it means nothing to others. this gets me going too.

a film by walter salles
in 1998
entitled

Central do Brasil
a.k.a Central Station

i love it
and i reckon you should watch this movie
when you need some humane touch in your
ruthless city life.

awesome brazillian film
the other one that was recomended to go with this would be
Cidade de Deus
a.k.a City of God

man…
i missed all these shows…
i’m going to watch cidade de deus this week hopefully

but this week’s feature on friday should be amores perros (love’s a bitch)

I like Sundays.
There’s always people around, going about their business.
Everyone’s alive.
The crowd does make me a little nervous, but overall, I like Sundays…

But most importantly,

What better way to acknowledge my/your existence, than to hear someone call my/your name out loud.

However, it only comes second, to being held by the one you love, knowing that you are loved in return.

i’m in no mood to do anything
just waiting for monday
why?
i also don’t know other than the fact, its the day where my grandfather will be cremated and few days later his ashes will be scattered into the sea.

since i’m so bored now
and i can’t go anywhere
and i don’t feel like talking to anybody - in the last 48 hrs,
i’ve been in shutdown mode.
more shutting down to do cos ppl are calling and coming to visit
my phone that we only use for making local calls - that also, even rarely. has been ringing.non.stop
all the phones in the house has been like ringgggggggggggggggggggggg since friday.

btw
i think i just failed uni this sem
cos after i received the news on thursday
i didn’t even do anything but rush all the way back home
the house has never been this filled before.
everybody just stayed home to keep my mum company on friday.
all my assignments that’s dued on friday i also didn’t have time to go in.
lack of sleep
lack of emotions
lack of everything aside from breaking down cos all it takes is for one person to cry
the whole chain reaction thing will happen.
lucky my dad and i and the sibling are cold blooded.
we hardly shed tears for ppl and even if we are sad
we keep it to ourselves.
truth to be told
monday is like what my sibling said - the calm before the sea.

i don’t even know how to explain this situation to my lecturers
other than
i can’t give a rat’s ass right now until monday has passed
everything is on hold for me now.
i’m just waiting.

i’m really scared when the phone rings on monday.
on monday
monday bloody monday.
it is now the last violin wire left on the violin that’s being stretch to the max
monday is the trigger that will decide if it should snap
monday is suppose to be the day we bid my grandfather good bye
yet it there is a dark cloud overshadowing it.
or maybe i’m just paranoid….

today is saturday
i’m finishing the last half of the things my dad told me to do on his behalf.
and its fucken raining.
i hate my friends on msn who won’t leave me alone because they seem to be disrespectful but then again, they don’t know.
but its not that hard to see from my msn name.
those who do not message will just randomly message and say bullshit
if you got nothing to say
please don’t say anything
the busy sign is there.

i see it now
first the strong
then the denial
then the anger
next and to come
the sadness…

i’m going to eat panadol now and go to sleep.