what a rotten day
i missed the french test cos of infection.
wonder if the letter i got from the doc will do me any wonders.

to say that they will look on my other grades from compensation is gonna be a disadvantage to me.
i never told anybody this but i think i should now or i will go crazy

i have not done french before in my entire life other than

“comment t’appelles-tu?”, “et toi?” “quelle heures est-il?” or “bonjour!”

then i started class and booyah..i learned a bit more
on top of that
i have to catch up from everybody else.

sitting at the back of the class i noticed the following

a) when the asian mofo cannot read properly and take a fucking long time to read a passage and the teacher is trying to be nice to encourage that person to cont. reading this is what happens

the white ppl get agitated and irritated and then it is true - if we don’t prepare for our shit, don’t come to class and waste the teacher’s time and the other students who are ironically and incidently ALREADY ADVANCED students on the pretext that we are wasting their preascious 50 mins in class.

therefore i’ve not bothered to turn up for class because of reasons above that you feel is stupid and i should get my money’s worth but if you actually stand in my shoes and you can feel how many ppl want to stab you for reading a 1 min passage in just 6 minutes. i just bug the hell out of my tutor whom i have to pay per hour on top of the $500 already paid on my behalf to the french dept. and i feel less stressed already.

anyway
today my health took its toll..
like xtra, i overloaded, glitched then died.
now under extreme pressure from another source.
its funny how i don’t feel hounding them for a refund because
a) i got to do my shit in time before the deadline. therefore no need to ring them up and scold the shit out of them.
b) i was bz elsewhere and my business wasn’t affected.

however
when dofus had a rollback and suffered major complexity all in the name of corrupted database,
man when i lost my friend’s gear and they didn’t get it back
i was fuming.
and i didn’t ask for a refund. just wanted to vent my anger
anyway i didn’t feel angry anymore
(my friend lost even more on top of the things i lost when he lent them to me)
and cont. to go back to play it.

playing dofus saves me money despite me paying them $10/mth
i don’t go out as much cos i want to lvl up mwahahaha

now i am going to get even more pissed
another useless person coming to nz no offence but whoever said we are the trash country of the whites, it is fucking true.
all the fucked up n00bies that their respective countries rejects, we, nz, take them in - we take refugees, we take ppl who are tried on suspiscion of terrora ttacks, we take ppl who commited fraud, rape and god knows fucking what in their own country because the human rights and tree huggers here are compasionate. hello? why the fuck do you take in bad ppl when the ppl here are sorta bad ass themselves? do we NOT HAVE enough of social problems is it? with everybody abusing the fucking PC shit and even worst is our own cops can’t handle the social problems we have here because of understaffed , we take on more troubles for ourselves. we are going to be fucking stagnant all right. hello, we take refugees who have no money in one week and driving fucking SLK the next and killing ppl at the end of the month because they can’t drive like a proper kiwi fucktard.

btw we turned down somebody who was gonna make us rich and bring us more fame - a famous danish song writer/musician - won a couple of international awards etc..

just so you know,
the reason i state the 2 comparison because i do not know them but don’t you think, we should accept the lesser of 2 evils? do we never learn?