omfg…

tankie came up wit this shit last nite

if i married j
my surname would be fucked up
poor our future kid…

*J!! I was trying to tell u this last nite ok? wei tak and tankie was abusing our surnames!!!*

meh
follow the spaniards standard, it becomes house wife
follow malaysian standards
it becomes diarrhea

diu…

after living here so long
i can tell you
its better to take the lesser of 2 evils
but wherever you go
one will always find fault with it.

no such thing as utopia.

but then i read newspaper
(which is never a good thing)
i feel even more depressed because i realise
why we can achieve some of the things here but we can’t achieve that in our own backyard.

fuck.
i’m not interested on a revolution man..
that’s the pathway to being a controversial martyr.
besides
i’ve too many skeletons in the closets (figure of speech)

pls tellme if u can post a reply

sorry guys
u have to register from now cos there’s too much fucken spam..
just cos i use gmail doesn’t mean that i should abuse the 91% of space i didn’t utilise.

btw if u dun wanna sign up, just abuse the tag board lar

listening to frou frou <– i <3 them!!

hmm
why after i got myspace
i got 25 mb worth of memory for my hotmail?

hhmmm….should’ve done that earlier….

pls….let my internet crash so i can study until my finals is over…
pls pls pls..
i’ve got 1 assignment that’s over due..gonna potong markah until i dam fucken suey…
-ok maybe not…if it crash i know i will be angry with xtra and this time i will make a lot of noise
and even worst because i’ve to pay them phone rental on top of broadband rental - all fixed lar..but come up to about $100 ++ each fucken month…

then i need to beg the french dept for a resit…
my track record isn’t very good so i’ve to resort to begging
if not i have to be a nerd and get 90% for finals..
cos of fucken plusage!!

what a rotten day
i missed the french test cos of infection.
wonder if the letter i got from the doc will do me any wonders.

to say that they will look on my other grades from compensation is gonna be a disadvantage to me.
i never told anybody this but i think i should now or i will go crazy

i have not done french before in my entire life other than

“comment t’appelles-tu?”, “et toi?” “quelle heures est-il?” or “bonjour!”

then i started class and booyah..i learned a bit more
on top of that
i have to catch up from everybody else.

sitting at the back of the class i noticed the following

a) when the asian mofo cannot read properly and take a fucking long time to read a passage and the teacher is trying to be nice to encourage that person to cont. reading this is what happens

the white ppl get agitated and irritated and then it is true - if we don’t prepare for our shit, don’t come to class and waste the teacher’s time and the other students who are ironically and incidently ALREADY ADVANCED students on the pretext that we are wasting their preascious 50 mins in class.

therefore i’ve not bothered to turn up for class because of reasons above that you feel is stupid and i should get my money’s worth but if you actually stand in my shoes and you can feel how many ppl want to stab you for reading a 1 min passage in just 6 minutes. i just bug the hell out of my tutor whom i have to pay per hour on top of the $500 already paid on my behalf to the french dept. and i feel less stressed already.

anyway
today my health took its toll..
like xtra, i overloaded, glitched then died.
now under extreme pressure from another source.
its funny how i don’t feel hounding them for a refund because
a) i got to do my shit in time before the deadline. therefore no need to ring them up and scold the shit out of them.
b) i was bz elsewhere and my business wasn’t affected.

however
when dofus had a rollback and suffered major complexity all in the name of corrupted database,
man when i lost my friend’s gear and they didn’t get it back
i was fuming.
and i didn’t ask for a refund. just wanted to vent my anger
anyway i didn’t feel angry anymore
(my friend lost even more on top of the things i lost when he lent them to me)
and cont. to go back to play it.

playing dofus saves me money despite me paying them $10/mth
i don’t go out as much cos i want to lvl up mwahahaha

now i am going to get even more pissed
another useless person coming to nz no offence but whoever said we are the trash country of the whites, it is fucking true.
all the fucked up n00bies that their respective countries rejects, we, nz, take them in - we take refugees, we take ppl who are tried on suspiscion of terrora ttacks, we take ppl who commited fraud, rape and god knows fucking what in their own country because the human rights and tree huggers here are compasionate. hello? why the fuck do you take in bad ppl when the ppl here are sorta bad ass themselves? do we NOT HAVE enough of social problems is it? with everybody abusing the fucking PC shit and even worst is our own cops can’t handle the social problems we have here because of understaffed , we take on more troubles for ourselves. we are going to be fucking stagnant all right. hello, we take refugees who have no money in one week and driving fucking SLK the next and killing ppl at the end of the month because they can’t drive like a proper kiwi fucktard.

btw we turned down somebody who was gonna make us rich and bring us more fame - a famous danish song writer/musician - won a couple of international awards etc..

just so you know,
the reason i state the 2 comparison because i do not know them but don’t you think, we should accept the lesser of 2 evils? do we never learn?

obviously,
i am a waitress at a famous franchise.
and obviously, i work the minimal hours, a part timer can work.
(more…)

i almost started a fire for the 2nd time today at work.
(another place)

the first time, the oven was on the wrong option and naturally something was burning…

then today
it was the toaster..
i never check it so if ppl fuck it up
naturally i’m fucked up cos i can smell burning smell..

they say 3rd time the charm…shit.
i’m super scared.

i’m running out of things to cook…
to date, the best thing i ever made from scratch is savoury muffins..the cheese and bacon and spinach and the corn is bloody bloody awesome…taste so dam good i couldn’t even believe i made it..honestly, if you don’t do it with bacon, don’t even bother to eat it…if u really wanna make it nicer, u put in the middle cream cheese and on the top you put thin slice of tomato…

and till date, the worst thing i’ve ever cooked was the leftover spinash with stir fried beef strips and garlic that smelled so bad even i dun wanna touch the shit but since the deed alreayd happen, thick skin n serve only.