this is why
i think i get burn
because when a guy genuinely pours his attention to me
i feel sumwat suffocated
and then i start looking for a way to run…
if the past has thought me one thing
don’t care too much of it fucks up
act a bit cool
but i guess it depends whom u r with…
i guess
i’m meant to end up with a jerk because
all the nice guys are gonna be fucked up because of me
sigh…
this is really bad because i can see myself and define it and well
i can sorta anticipate my future attitude…
but i dun want to change this..
so i guess i have to tell him something..
(this is another guy)
no…i like this guy who likes another girl but another guy likes me and i dont like him as much as he cares for me even tho we had a fling which he still wants to deny it was only but a fling.
complicated
i know
but hate the moment and the game
not the player.