i’m sorry i didn’t update much
i know..how very bad of me
but i was very very busy and preoccupied
with trying to cope from internal flack
and also trying to sort out my mistakes of 2005 so i won’t repeat it in 2006
and also trying to raise more funds out of my pathetic savings
because hte bank rejected my application for credit card

naturally my being asian didn’t help
(ok private joke if u dun get it)
but yes..i am one poor azn migrant in this kiwi country.

but this is only serves as motivation to make more money
and a reminder that i need money to live and satisfy most of my needs
so i started to work in the summer because i still don’t know if i will be suspended by the university

but i don’t care
that is a thing i have to tackle in july
not now
but i’ve come to terms with what i finally need to do
graduate.
graduate
don’t care of what
as long as its not political science
i am going to graduate of something
i owe this to a lot of ppl but most of all to myself!

i turn 21 this yr..time to take up my responsibilities but i won’t say much until 31/12/2006
then we will see
if i’ve actually taken the challenge to live like sumbody who deserves to live in society and not be
soceitie’s trash..

the events that led up to the year’s and and the kick start was in short
fucking fucking awesome and i never thought it could happen to me and only in the movies
but having said that
i still stand by it was just a moment.

2005 was the year my heart was broken too
but i brought that upon myself
but before it ended
i had a good present
and then when 2006 started
i also had a good present
all of which i am not at liberty to say
but never the less

i’m sorry for the shit i’ve put you ppl through in the past intentionalyl and unintentionally
and i’d like to take this opportunity to wish you all a wonder year ahead and may prosperity, good health, fortune, luck and love always be with you and your family.

this blog needs to find an aim..and i’m not sure what it is yet
since i can only talk about myself and my insecurities
and i find that very very very conceited since i have various blogs dedicated to myself
but each…has a different level of purposefulness and candid moments
so….
tellme if you think i can have a proper public theme for this blog for 2006
time..to help my webhost make more money ; )