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one of the most painful things in life is
shaping the eyebrow wif a ‘pincel’

pls savour ur childhood…

i dunno why i cracked up laughing hahahahaha
after i read kenny sia’s page
and he said after his email “leaked” to the net rofl
and then “good bye humanity”
ROTFLMAO!!!!

cos i clicked
and then i saw XX’s page
and then i clicked the pix
and then i saw
what i saw and just cracked

-_-
i dunno why cos i always thought xx was
smart but in a shrewd way…
and for a really smart person…
and of that callibre

roflXDD
no links cos they’re famous itself and i dun wanna kena hassle for laughing over sumtin i found funny
and not the rest of the world feel the same way.

btw
Hed Kandi r0×0r
(yes yes i just got exposed to it..i heard the name like ages ago from medStudentSr
and then well…
i went to check out the cd u know..at soundz or music store or real groovy and planet jack
and then well
i was like OMFG..so expensive..
and decided to wait..
then one fine day
(like a few days ago)
i got my hands on one..ROFL
i LOVE IT!!!!!!!!

w00h00
finally..i’m trying to track down dj makoto of the dnb genre~!

and my mum almost flipped when i told her
i’m converting all my holidays so i can go for the exchange in mexico or argentina
(if i get in)
she was like
“no fucking way”
but yes..
i am going

looks like i should be keeping my 2 jobs…
the other a secret after this particular morning stint is over..
come on 6th sense..
callme up to train me as a bartender.
cos the next round i’ma gonna go dj-ing

a new art today

i’ve been getting so much spam for the toilet business post i got a headache so if u wanna leave a link or sumtin like taht
well that priviledge has been cut down and if there is a link u’d be under moderation XD

man
its 1.30 am and i’m just having my dinner - fried CKT and hashbrown…

i love this band called Belanova
their fansite is also good - Belanova Fans . blogspot . com

from the main page i think they are mexican but i don’t really know much bout them YET since my dofus buddy told me bout it
man she has a really pretty voice XD

there is a radio blog on the belanova fan site - the 2 songs i listened was nino (child?) and rosa pastel (pink rose?)
anywayz..have a great week ahead
XD

i think i get burn
because when a guy genuinely pours his attention to me
i feel sumwat suffocated
and then i start looking for a way to run…

if the past has thought me one thing
don’t care too much of it fucks up

act a bit cool
but i guess it depends whom u r with…

i guess
i’m meant to end up with a jerk because
all the nice guys are gonna be fucked up because of me

sigh…
this is really bad because i can see myself and define it and well
i can sorta anticipate my future attitude…

but i dun want to change this..
so i guess i have to tell him something..

(this is another guy)

no…i like this guy who likes another girl but another guy likes me and i dont like him as much as he cares for me even tho we had a fling which he still wants to deny it was only but a fling.

complicated
i know
but hate the moment and the game
not the player.

i’m sorry i didn’t update much
i know..how very bad of me
but i was very very busy and preoccupied
with trying to cope from internal flack
and also trying to sort out my mistakes of 2005 so i won’t repeat it in 2006
and also trying to raise more funds out of my pathetic savings
because hte bank rejected my application for credit card

naturally my being asian didn’t help
(ok private joke if u dun get it)
but yes..i am one poor azn migrant in this kiwi country.

but this is only serves as motivation to make more money
and a reminder that i need money to live and satisfy most of my needs
so i started to work in the summer because i still don’t know if i will be suspended by the university

but i don’t care
that is a thing i have to tackle in july
not now
but i’ve come to terms with what i finally need to do
graduate.
graduate
don’t care of what
as long as its not political science
i am going to graduate of something
i owe this to a lot of ppl but most of all to myself!

i turn 21 this yr..time to take up my responsibilities but i won’t say much until 31/12/2006
then we will see
if i’ve actually taken the challenge to live like sumbody who deserves to live in society and not be
soceitie’s trash..

the events that led up to the year’s and and the kick start was in short
fucking fucking awesome and i never thought it could happen to me and only in the movies
but having said that
i still stand by it was just a moment.

2005 was the year my heart was broken too
but i brought that upon myself
but before it ended
i had a good present
and then when 2006 started
i also had a good present
all of which i am not at liberty to say
but never the less

i’m sorry for the shit i’ve put you ppl through in the past intentionalyl and unintentionally
and i’d like to take this opportunity to wish you all a wonder year ahead and may prosperity, good health, fortune, luck and love always be with you and your family.

this blog needs to find an aim..and i’m not sure what it is yet
since i can only talk about myself and my insecurities
and i find that very very very conceited since i have various blogs dedicated to myself
but each…has a different level of purposefulness and candid moments
so….
tellme if you think i can have a proper public theme for this blog for 2006
time..to help my webhost make more money ; )