maybe death is a good thing
i’m not saying i’m going to kill myself
(this is the FIRST IMPRESSION everybody gets whenever somebody talks about death -_-)
i just want to say
maybe its not a bad thing
(provided it works out the way i think it does here as opposed to orthodox thinking <–this one you
gotta know my bg indepth!)
anywayz
let’s just say
if all goes well
and i repent and feel remorse for all the wrong doings i’ve done
and justified the “wrong doings” that i am apparently show no remorse
did my time in purgatory andddddddd don’t end up 6 ft under
LET’S SAY IF THIS GOES IN MY FAVOUR
(i’ve done heaps of stuff but then it doesn’t really count if you compare it to other ppl cos
everybody’s diff and everybody’s blacklist is incompatible and unmeasurable…)
maybe
one can watch over one’s loved one and friends
and help them along the way
won’t that be cool?
you can be like that american show
“teenage angel” or sumtin
i forgot but its the dude who ate the burger he found under his bed and died and came back as an angel
and started helping and watching over his buddy or brother..i forgot..but yea XDDD
was just bullshitting wif the rat
anyway
i’m not far off -_-
at the rate my body hurts -_-”
(why do i even subject myself to torture of such kind…i know..it serves as another distraction -_-)