ghost kk’s dog
MUAHAHAH
the big one anyway

jk jk

he’ll chase me all over the world to get it back
hahaha

yea i just added a new link
go check his site lar
bout his life in ozzie
a lot of pixs
man..the mashers and bangers looks fucking dodgy…
no wonder i dun eat bangers anymore

still wondering if i should cut my hair

i’m not saying i’m going to kill myself
(this is the FIRST IMPRESSION everybody gets whenever somebody talks about death -_-)

i just want to say
maybe its not a bad thing
(provided it works out the way i think it does here as opposed to orthodox thinking <–this one you
gotta know my bg indepth!)
anywayz
let’s just say
if all goes well
and i repent and feel remorse for all the wrong doings i’ve done
and justified the “wrong doings” that i am apparently show no remorse
did my time in purgatory andddddddd don’t end up 6 ft under
LET’S SAY IF THIS GOES IN MY FAVOUR
(i’ve done heaps of stuff but then it doesn’t really count if you compare it to other ppl cos
everybody’s diff and everybody’s blacklist is incompatible and unmeasurable…)

maybe
one can watch over one’s loved one and friends
and help them along the way
won’t that be cool?
you can be like that american show

“teenage angel” or sumtin
i forgot but its the dude who ate the burger he found under his bed and died and came back as an angel
and started helping and watching over his buddy or brother..i forgot..but yea XDDD

was just bullshitting wif the rat
anyway
i’m not far off -_-
at the rate my body hurts -_-”
(why do i even subject myself to torture of such kind…i know..it serves as another distraction -_-)

i am a damned glutton
i ate 2 buns
and because of poor lighting and bad ass eye sight
i totally forgot to see the bread was..
mouldy
until i finished the second bun…before the last bite i was like super wat thefuck
the bread is..mouldy

fuck…
i shuld’ve known
tomolo i am going to kena dam fuckin badly in the toilet..
diu diu diu…

i wonder if swallowing the medicine to prevent this shite from become a reality will prevent it or not
omfg..
anyway hope i dun end up in hospital
later “zhen diu kar” only..

alex-li tandem of the autograph man by zadie smith

for some obscure reason anyway…

1.If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to?
i’m a church mice so i have nothing to leave for other ppl except miseries XD

2.Who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the
slightest bit annoyed with?
- definately not YK..he’ll prob end up stranggling me but maybe with a bottle or 2 between us..yea
actually i don’t know who can tahan me for 24 hrs -_-
maybe eyen.

3. What if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be?
- a dam bloody famous photographer for vogue
(pick one from their mag.)

4. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change(personality and looks)?
- i wish i was taller and thinner and my face with less impurities -_-”
but i suppose i’m ok wif wat i have now…nothing under the knife thanks. just magically transformed is fine ;p
if i could i’d like a new brain…a smart person brains!

5. If you could be a member of any band that has ever exsisted, what band would that be?
- i wanna be mike shinoda of linkin park!

6.milk chocolate or dark chocolate?
- dark cos its bittersweet

7.waffles or pancakes?
- whichever that is being serve hot with lots of maple syrup

8.chocolate or vanilla?
- chocolate (i hate vanilla unless i’m eating a chocolate fudge or mud cake)

9.eminem-please stand up or please shut up?
- no comment.

10.If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be?
- kate(played by meg ryan) in kate and leopald
(hahahaha)
- kate bekinsale’s character in serendipity
(DOUBLE LOL!)
- Han Jae Eun in Full House (starrig opposite RAIN man…OMFG)
(omfg..i think my nose bleed until like dunno wat)

11.If you could design your perfect mate what would he/she look like and be like?
- then it’ll be fake mate rite cos its a figment of my imagination and not real -_- so what is the point?

12.What is the single most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you?
screw the single..my entire life is an embarrassment…
-falling flat on my ass on my 6th form ball and having YK to see it -_-”
-7th form ball - have the most shit fucking ass hair cut and i swear i had the best lookin partner that nite
F0000kkk
-calling a lady a guy and vice versa because i cannot tell their gender while i was at work -_-

13.fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking?
omfg…YK do you count?

14.gone skinny-dipping?
- No. but i would if i feel dam good bout my bodeh~

15.gotten in a car wreck where you are the driver?
-nope~ :p

16.started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn’t
swallow?
- a lot of times.

17.swallow a bug?
- yea..i think i had food poisoning after that -_-

18.If you won the lottery what would you do with your, let’s say, 18 million dollars?
- pay off all the debts, split the money accordingly with my family/close friends and then live to my life’s content in a low profile life.also..i can do wateva i want (so as long as its not too overboard) and not worry my mum disowning me for it XD
(see money can buy happiness because i bought me my freedom through financial security w0000ttttt)

19.get five piercings or five tattoos?
- 5 tatoos. (meh ar..very small only wat ;p but i want one and i’m waiting for my 21st cos my cousin promised me edi!!!!! )

20.be stranded on an island with a clueless hottie or someone gross with survival training?
- survival training dude. i dun wanna die with an pretty idiot

21.have wheels instead of legs or wings instead of arms?
- neither.
i want the wings with my bodeh then i can be like takeshi kaneshiro from ‘lavender’
CHUN EHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

22.change your past or know your future?
- both

23.be normal and ignored or brillant and disliked?
- brilliant and disliked

24.have a boy/girl friend or a sweet car?
ferrari!!!!ok lar..i can settle for that sleek black bmw Z4…

25.Yummy food you make?
- i cook not too bad edible food.

26.Is nipple is a very funny word?
- no

27.wanna qo to Northwestern University?
- no

28.If you had to go live in borneo for the rest of your life and you could take one person on this
earth,who would you take?
- the winner of SURVIVOR PALAU or a native borneo
(sorry but practical thinking is you take a local so u’ll live longer..)

29.What do you like about your bf/gf or crush?
- that’d be telling

30. Would your bf/gf be a smoker?
- its up to them so as long as they dun puff into my face or sumbody is going to get a black eye

My heart is yours, to fill or burst
To break or bury
Or wear as jewelry
Whichever you prefer

-Dashboard Confessionals’s Hands Down

that is my only reaction after 1 hr

you are forever right with this

i stopped expecting to save myself from disappointment

-YK

to you..
who knows..i’ve just been living by this
its from one of neil gaiman’s books
i got it from my tomodaichi

“love belongs to desire, and desire is always cruel” - neil gaiman

its in my siggie in unlinked…

hmm
i used to have a really great bunch of friends but the last time when i went back to visit them
we were all acting like strangers..
feels alrite tho..
it will be weird if we picked up where we left off right before the unfinished business..

am i mean to think this is ok?
of having no more desire to want to patch things back?
(i used to be very angry then i went to be stupid and tried to blame myself and wallow up wif guilt then i got to a point where i couldn’t give a fuck cos i wasn’t the only person who was wrong and now i’m back to the stage where meh..its ok~~)

i feel hungry now
feel like opening my empty backyard and call sum ppl here to have a few drinks and smokes..
but sadly i’m too lazy atm

we’re all going on a…summer holiday..

i forgot who sang the song but don’t worry..if you live in nz..just wait for a few more weeks and we can see the st johns ambulance advertisement!

i need a job damit..anybody who’s reading my site want to hire me to do paper work?
i make good coffee
i suppose i can wear what the secretary wears - black low cut dress and super fucking high heels..
(actually better not..i’m afraid of myself wanting to plunge my heels into your heart for making me dress up… )
jk

i need a paying job!
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everybody has their fair share of getting wasted
today/yday was Tracy’s turn to get really wasted as she came of legal age
hahaha
how does it feel?
besides swearing you won’t drink again while you are drunk

(wait wait..stay far far away from me n tellme..dun want puke all over me XD )

on love - either you are for it or you are against it.
its what you feel - after listening to everybody - it all comes down to what you feel?
and what you want to do about it?
decide already cannot regret.

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