i think this summer
its time for me to throw a fucking afternoon partay at my backyard
booze + smokes + food.

tell u the date

fuck.
i could fucking get used to this backyard kiwi life…

my friend.

this is weird but just to say this even tho u wont believe me - i am not a narcissist!
k
so anyway if it wasn’t for that curiousity,
(btw i found sumtin else *eyen wink* XD)

i won’t have found
BAVvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

this fine woman i’ve known since primary skool
then we splitted up
not sure how we drifted
but i know lar
probably my fault for being such an ass
(eh i dun deny this edi..therapist say dun deny so much..)
i dun deny that i was and perhaps is still is
an ass lar
say too many in ur face things and piss of ppl like no tomolo.

omfg..
i got so many things to tell u..
sum ppl from our past went on to teach us in my high skool
that so fucking sucks…cos she was and perhaps is still a megafied cranky bitch!

o yea
that darren dude from pahang
hahaha wat happened to him?
sorry babe..lost the icq and never seen him since ;p

and uh…dun give him my contacts just yet!

i am disappointed
i suppose
she didn’t turn out to what i sorta have imagined
but maybe its the pictures
i don’t know
but nvm the looks

it didn’t start with the looks anyway
it was the same for the F.
(eh please dont’ get me wrong. they are very beautiful women in their own right its just that i have a different mental image..but i shuld tell myself that NOT EVERYBODY LOOKS LIKE CZJ!)

fuck..what is it with me n trying to put a sexayfied face to the ladies
but then when i actually look at their pix
they dun measure up
i feel…sumwat…sad…

but look that isn’t the point
the point started out with their writtings
so i am not superficial.
i will still be..a fan..and i’ve learnt my lesson that some things ought to be left to the imagination.

without being the ass-wipe?
(btw if asswipe doesn’t mean “angkat” or “apple/shoe polisher” or “the boss’s pet” then i meant to say “suck up”)

…

o btw
voxy dropped XX as its “celebrity” endorser
-_- and you can read it all at before we take credibility…

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

click the link for the spoiler on who won it >< (more…)

i’ve been flushed down the toilet bowl along with the goldfish
o.O”
jk.
so…i’m gonna strike the entire toilet business post XD

No disabled person would mind waiting for another disabled person to finish using an accessible toilet but I would be very annoyed if after waiting for 5 minutes see a non-disabled walking out. Come on, there are so many more normal toilets than accessible ones. Spare us the inconvenience.

-toilet business

see the bold sentence?
that is something most of us including myself is capable of doing so from now,
i’ll be more considerate.

(actually this post is long over due cos i read your page but i just forgot to write.. -_-” solly ar -_-)
hmmm…
finals..finals..finals…panicking edi….-_-”

hmnm..
went to the body shop today…
if this work..i’ll show u the before and after pixs XD

hmmm hmmm hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

got invited to halloween party next weekkk
i know what i want to dress up alreadyyyyyyyyyy HAHAHAA
(i gonna take the pix n show u if i go all out..but make up wise..gotta be careful..skin is dam sensitive…)
but but but…dunno wheter i can go or not since i won’t be sleeping..finals on fri and that sat..so..burn midnite oil from thurs all the way to sat..n sleep for the rest of the day on sunday

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the shade and i got talking about something and then he said something profound

“but…she doesn’t like him and they don’t like her”
- all with regards to attitude
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so the source of the commotion - i am hungry
(ironic tho….her topic is called she is hungry but mine says toilet business..i wonder if they match sumwhere along the lines.ok enuff insults!)

then…
from there it spawned to the following
as stupid as stupid can be
and
Aiy0o… Still reading that XX idiot’s blog ah?

actually..u click on those links and then you can read the sub links and they tell u even more..especially of what they think.
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Koma (2004)
starring Andy Hui/許志安 Chi On, Karina Lam Kar Yan, Roy Chow(uhh i dun really know who he plays tho..but i do know him from “a href=”http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0379874/”>Liu lou hou zuo /Truth or Dare: 6th Floor Rear Flat starring Karina Lau too XD)

source - Review done by Kozo

If director Law Chi-Leung showed anything with 2002’s Inner Senses, it was that he knows how to make everything seem like it’ll go to hell—and he’ll make it look good at the same time. Law’s ability to terrify in a glossy manner gets a full workout in Koma, a satisfying suspense thriller which takes two already accomplished young actresses (Karena Lam and Angelica Lee) and puts them through the cinema wringer. Water, sweat, blood and puke get spattered on the girls during the course of the film, which doesn’t stop them from looking great or giving great performances. They also compete bitterly over the affections of the same man, AND find time to discover a measure of touchy-feely sisterly closeness. All this, and sharp weapons in less than ninety minutes. Clearly, the makers of Koma know how to please their audiences.
Angelica Lee AKA: Lee Sinjie AKA: Sinjie is Ching, a frail young woman who suffers from renal failure. That means she could use a new kidney, since her current one is not very useful. It’s ironic then, that Ching stumbles upon a naked woman with a nine-inch cut in her side at a wedding reception. It seems the girl had one kidney removed without her consent, and Ching was the only eyewitness to a possible perpetrator. That person is Ling (Karena Lam), who was at the wedding reception for a different reason: to see Ching, who’s the current squeeze of Ling’s former love Wai (Andy Hui). She claims to have nothing to do with the kidney theft—or thefts, as the case happens to be. The investigating cops (Liu Kai-Chi and Annie Man) inform Ching that they’ve been looking for a serial kidney thief, who likely takes the organs and sells them for a cool profit on the black market. Ching knows all this too well; after all, she could use a new kidney herself.
The revelation of Ling’s connection to Wai throws Ching for a loop, but she has more to worry about than her boyfriend straying. Ling gets cleared of the kidney thefts, but she still goes out of her way to harrass Ching. She phones Ching and frightens her with stalker-like info, and outright threatens to take her kidney one day. Ling could do it too, since she was a med student. Hell, Wai is a full-fledged doctor, which would normally make him a suspect since he was suspicously “performing surgery” during the wedding reception. However, the cops don’t suspect any of these three; they think this is just a bitter love triangle with exceptionally pissy female components. Their judgement is not surprising, since Ching has an explosive temper beneath her fragile calm, and Ling is sullen and acts like a long-haired extra from a Japanese horror film. To the cops, this is just soap-opera stuff that’s beneath their notice. However, as you could expect, things are not what they seem, and the darkness to which it extends is genuinely harrowing.

….more at here - lovekhfilm review of koma

click the link below to know what i think…>< "
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alritey
its my first day on the job of being 20
yup
hahah i waited for it to be over so i can say it
that way nobody has to feel obliged to give me any presents *but if u want too hahaha i dun mind XD*
jokes

alritey

actually
i’d like to say thank you to everybody who wished me at 0000 hr on the 13th right down to 0000 hrs on the 14th
hahaha
thank you very very much
and for those who wished me from way ealier
THANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS XDDDDD

yday’s birthday shoutout goes to Vincent Valentine - FF7’s secret character
you can find him in the coffin in the mansion near the mako reactor aka tifa’s hometown too.
(it was cloud’s one too rite?;p bad memory)
but yes
if u can find all the codes to break the safe
MUAHAHAHa

after 2 decades, you want to know something?
I STILL HAVEN’T GOT MY BLOODY LICENSE >< "

failures and all,
i think the above is the worst achievement in all of my 2 decades ahahah

but if its all the same
i'd like to tell you what i am grateful for the past 2 decades - i am thankful for all of you - my family and friends/tomodaichi ; )
thank you soo much for everything, the ups and downs, the reality checks, the encouragement and motivation and inspiration and support and the hugs and the coffees (to keep me going)but most importantly, thank you for being a part of my life. this is the best present you guys have always given me XDDD thank you

and yk owes me teh limau ice XDDD
hahaha man..how long u owe me that drink..><"

rite ;p

its the weekend
party's over
i now have to slave over my books
ooo..
tomolo's MW's bday MUAHAHAHA
happy birthday buddy XD
(hmm i forgot which date was ian's..since we hardly EXCHANGE ANY WORD after he left,i left, we all left..bah....happy belated one to u buddy and to jazon who's bday fell on the 12th and to the SNAKE cos u r the man on the 10th ;p)

hmm..
i take comfort that piggy aka thanatos and YK are...WAY OLDER THAN ME XD